I can understand your longing to free your father from his suffering and admire the fact that you felt able to do so,if it were possible.
Even if I was in the state my Mum is in now,completely helpless and wishing to die,I still don’t think I’d be asking for someone to kill me.
Of course this is all speculation,if it did actually come to that I might change my tune.
Feel free to trespass on my privacy at any time young man,I’m pretty easy-going.
Thank you. If I am young, you must be a babe!:)