Aww gosh thats really unlucky! Sorry to hear about your nan suffering with dementia and then passing away. Very sad. I can understand why it was difficult visiting her as naturally your grandads death had hit you hard. I often find things are made easier when you can dedicate something to them – like a routine of going to where their ashes or grave is.. or keeping up a hobby that you did with them – like with me and watching/flying planes.. me and grandad also got messy with glue building airfix models, to which i’ve got a few on the go at the moment 🙂

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