I’m actually really happy at the moment! 😀 – I’ve finished my English coursework, one piece of my Spanish coursework and by tonight i’ll have my last piece of coursework done! Plus, i’m nearer to a C now in English for A level and a D in Spanish and it’s a CDD total that I need to get into Sunderland! :D:D

The thing that helps me a lot is singing, i’ve had a great load os experience in that field – best one was standing singing as a choir for Rod Stewart in front of 25 000 people.

It means like, cutting, puching, biting oneself etc

With reference to kids having it tough, i’ve put mine in * – * so to make it fairer. If you read it, then thats your choice. If not then thats fine.
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1. When I was 12 my sister got diagnosed with dilated cardiomyopathy and my family and I were told automatically that she needed a heart transplant.
2. During that time, with all of that on my shoulders I was, for my 9th consecutive year in school, being bullied
3. I then had to put up with the death of my grandad from my mums side a year later
4. In year 10, I made friends with someone who gave me a lot of grief and made such irrational decisions in attempting suicide more than three times so during that time, I started to self harm.
5. I then in year 11 lost a friend to suicide then my aunt got diagnosed with breast cancer
6. I was then having to deal with the loss of that friend and feeling down
7. Last year I lost my other grandad which was extremely painful becuase it was him who inspired me to speak Spanish and to learn to respect foreign people and to learn their culture and language
8. In June last year, I was then diagnosed with epilepsy caused by stress and anxiety. I have to cope with having vacant episodes where I can’t respond to my parents and fall asleep.
9. I have a psychologist who I talk to about another large problem which is on my shoulders, that problem being making myself vomit after eating. *

Sorry for sounding pessimistic, but not all kids from my era have it easy.

Do you think I want to go out and get stabbed?
Do I like being called names and looked at school for being the fat one?
Do I like having to put up with social pressure from the media telling us all that it’s our fault that there is so much crime and that every kid needs an ASBO?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZUnZVTdORA

Abre tu mente – Merche

” Abre tu mente y descubrirás “ – open your mind and you will discover

I must say though BumbleBee, it’s probably due to me having a fascination in music, plus, my parents always play music in the house during the day when they’re working or cooking, and i’ve came accustomed to the genre they play.

By “world music” may I say how I have Jpop, Kpop, Russian Pop, French Rock and Belgian pop? 😛

Classical music – I listen to what I play on the piano.